this is what i look like when i whine in here!!!
hello. it's been a while.
i don't have anythign say. i didn't two months ago & i don't now.
i've been messing around with Astro & TailwindCSS. its helped a lot with learning css & javascript, as well as more advanced techniques in javascript.
other than that, i've been reflecting a lot; mainly on what i want to do in the future. i've decided on mechanical engineering for now, but i sway between that & electrical engineering. i love the both of them, but the latter is notoriously difficult. it's fascinating though, electricity & working with circuits. i even considered vet school.
i've narrowed down my list of colleges that i want to go to, most of them are >50% acceptance rate, as to not damage my ego too much. i've also gotten a letter of reccomendation. i'm going to attend a virtual admissions overview tonight for one of them. i'm also attending my local communtity college for high school credit. currently, i'm taking macroeconomics. i would havbe taken micro but there were no campuses close to me offering that class in person. i cannot do online learning. when that class is over, i have government next. then nothing.
i took the sat again last weekend, i studied with my tutor. i didn't eat anything that entire week. i have the act in july. all my scores need to be higher
i have my driving exam this saturday on the fourtheeth. it is with my local driving school, so all i have to do is parallel park & drive around in a neighborhood. the more difficult part will be patiently waiting for my DMV appointment in july to officially get the license.
i've just been in the same cycle as usual, being happy & motivated, dipping into sadness, being miserable & wailing, then slowly crawling back up. i want to be more creative & write more. its so frustrating being a woman.
on the 18th i'll be going to new york, i think i might get a new (HOPEFULLY CHEAP!!!!!) camera to take photos. i'm really excited. my childhood stuffed animal is from there, & i'd love to visit the store that she's from.
i think i'm going to get my nose pierced.
19:33; i forgot i had a webinar for one of my colleges. oops. luckily i made it in time. the college seems like a really good place, i'm very excited to go if i get accepted. it's far away from where i live, but it's a lot like my old home. i can't wait. although, the idea of being truly alone is daunting, but thrilling at the same time.