03:06; happy february. i didn't post the final entry for jan, but it's fine. my gripes about that month should be left behind. however if you are curious, heres the link. i haven't cleaned it up, per se, but i'll get around to it eventually.
18:41; hung out with my best & sweetest friend. we went to target and got starbucks. i bought a new sketchbook, pens, & lotion. shes such a good and genuine person. i keep saying it, but it's true. compared to her, i'm nothing like her. she's the lamb & i'm the wolf.
i find myself venting to her a lot, & she always listens. she doesn't vent to me, but i want her to. i feel guilty, she isn't my therapist. she's very emotionally mature & smart, something i'm not. she really doesn't deserve a friend like me, but she seems genuinely happy to see me. maybe she does like me.
today was a good start to february. i hope it continues.