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05/07/26

08:48

a lot happened that i cannot possibly write paragraphs about so i will do it in bullet point form:

• didn't get invited to prom. wasn't too upset about it at first but then i realized that i threw my teenage years away out of anxiety and got really sad about it
• employed at a coffee shop now
• anxiety has been getting worse since then, i've been dreading every shift and i get pits in my stomach. theres no reason though since my boos and my coworkers are really nice but idk man i need to get medicated again i think
• i went to miku expo with my brother!!! we had a lot of fun but both of our phones died and we had to ask the cop to borrow his phone and it was cold. he also dropped his light stick and it fell into the woman's lap in front of up and down the stairs. i temporarily lost my voice and hearing but it was worth it for seeing LUKA!!!!!!!!!! i wish they played luka luka night fever BUT I'M MORE THAN HAPPY WITH TEO OMG
• on my first shift on sunday, i spilled croissants everywhere trying to get them from the top shelf and no one said anything but they're all laughing at me in their secret group chat i just know it
• apparently i'm not guaranteed housing anymore for my college that require me to live on campus??? now i'll have to search for apartments AOHGUDHFHD
• senioritus is getting to me....i haven't done anything for calc and missed my ap lit assignment that i was supposed to do before the exam. guess who didn't do it #me
• my sleep schedule is a disaster.
• STILL haven't gotten my permanent retainer fixed or scheduled a doctors appointment to get my vaccination records
• i finally got mejiro mcqueen in umamusume (my second goat)
• i've been listening to mitski again shits getting real
• i took the ap lit exam yesterday, the mcq was shockingly easy. i'm worried about the frq's. my q3 was DOGSHIT!!!!!!