chronodove
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monthly favorites
favorites/things i've been using the most each month, inspired by butterflygirl's november/december favorites vlog but in website form heheheheh
also, a lot of my favorites carry over from the previous months (esp. songs), so i won't be listing them twice (unless i genuinely can't get them out of my head)
2026
april
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lyrics are obtained from primarily vocaloidlyrics and anime lyrics, and genius, but i also get it from other sources as well so these might be inaccurate </3
- street girl - nashimoto-ui
ai ai ai raa byuu
i, i, i love you
nante hazukashii kotoba daro
what embarrassing words
ai ai ai nii juu
i, i, i need you
nante kudaranai omoi daro
What useless feelings
ai ai ai uon chuu
i, i, i want you
nante kuso mitai na negai soredemo
What a crappy-sounding wish, but still,
ai ai ai ai ai ai
i, i, love, love, love, love
ataman naka sonnan bakka
in my head, only that
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enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
enko enko enko girl
kietai nakitai yoru ni wa kimi o omou
i want to cry, to disappear, at night i long for you
sore o ai to iiwake shita zannen na nousaibou
called love, as an excuse, were rotten brain cells
enkoo enkoo enkoo shoujo
enko enko enko girl
furetai dakitai negai wa kanawanu mama
i wanna touch, hug, and without being able to realize the wish at all
hitori no heya toki wa nagare karete iku amai kanjou
alone in my room, time passes, this sweet feeling withering away
videos:
march
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fragrances:
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- figs
- pears
- fig jam
- blackberry jam
- toast with blackberry jam
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makeup/skincare:
- carmex lip balm
media:
- black lagoon (anime)
- death in her hands - odessa moshfegh (book)
- itai onee-san wa suki desu ka? - wakana (manga)
- memories of murder - bong joon ho (movie)
- strange pictures - uketsu (book)
- umamusume pretty derby - cygames (mobile & pc game)
songs/lyrics:
lyrics are obtained from primarily vocaloidlyrics and anime lyrics, and genius, but i also get it from other sources as well so these might be inaccurate </3
- happy synthesizer - easypop
nan no torie mo nai boku ni tada hitotsu
although I have no strengths inside,
sukoshi da kedo dekiru koto
i know one thing I can do
kokoro odoraseru kazaranai kotoba
i'll convey plain but rousing words
denshion de tsutaeru yo
through electronic sounds
//
tsuyogaranakutatte ii n ja nai? betsu ni
do you have to pretend you're stronger than you truly are? not really
jibun ni sunao ni nareba ii
embrace the real you inside
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nan no torie mo nai boku ni tada hitotsu
i'm not much good for anything, but there's just one thing
sukoshi da kedo dekiru koto
i can do even though it's not much
chotto tereru you na tanjun na kimochi
i'll convey simple feelings that are a bit shy - tracen ondo - akihiro honda (game ver.)
mo-i-kaii! (ma-da-dayo!) "arayotto-"
one more time! (we're not done yet!) "yo-heave-ho!"
mo-i-kaii! "mou!" (mo-i-yo-!) "yoisho-"
one more time! "jeez!" (enough already!) "let's go!"
//
a- utai sugite iki ga kurusii! (fu--!)
ah, i sang too much, it's hard to breathe! (woo~!)
sanso da! sanso da! sanso o motte ko-i!! (bacchi ko-i!)
oxygen! oxygen! bring on all the oxygen! (bring it here!)
//
aaaa...
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ko yo i ho shi ga matatai...
"the stars are twinkling tonight..."
...tte itteruba aika--i!! (fu---!!)
hang on...is this the time to be saying this?!! woo!!
dododododo-sun no do--sun no?? (rettsu go-!!)
whawhawhawhat do we do? what do we do?? (let's go!!) - lovers' suicide oblivion - 0-9
tatoe inochi ga chitte mo omoide wa kienai
though my life will burn out, my memories won’t disappear
tatoe sekai ga chitte mo tamashii wa kienai
though this world will burn out, my soul won’t disappear
//
boku ga shindara nannichi de mina wasureru darou
after i die, i wonder how many days it will take people to forget about me?
tadoritsuku kotae nante kitto nai no darou
i’m sure i'll never hit on an answer to that //
oboetemasu. oboetemasu.
i remember. i remember.
anata no te no nukumori o... the warmth of your hand...
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tatoe kimi ga naite mo sekai wa kawaranai though you'll cry, the world won’t change
tatoe jiga o koroshi te mo boku wa kawarenai though i'll kill my ego, i can’t change - signal of something new - mejiro mcqueen (saori onishi)
shiranai (shiranai)
i don't know (don't care)
shiritai (shiritai)
i want to know (want to understand)
mou akiramenai
i won't give up anymore
kitai ya yume o senaka ni nose (try again)
expectations and dreams, riding on my back (try again)
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aseru kono kimochi ga karamawari no toki demo
even when this panic feeling gets me in circles
jibun dake wa jibun no koto
only once i try believing in myself
shinjite agetara mata hashiridaso
i can run again
//
shippai? (shiranai) machigai? (heiki)
fail? (no idea) mistake? (it's fine)
docchi demo ii
either are actually right
sono subete ga ano gooru e to tsunagatte ku
all of those connect us to that goal - eirin's clinic that people queue up for - iosys
koi no yamai wa ne, tsurai kara ne, donna ko demo
love of disease, it comes from heartbreak, what kind of girl is this?
harisake sou na mune kakae
made from hardship, indeed, she has problems in her heart
(oh, please please cure me, eirin)
okusuri dashimasu ne, totte oki no koi no shohousen
she takes out some medication, her favourite prescription
sugu yokunaru kara your love odaiji ni
her condition immediately improves, take care of your love
videos:
february
clothes:
fragrances:
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- apple watch
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makeup/skincare:
- rosewater facial toner spray (i don't think this does anything for me, but i love the smell hehehehe)
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songs/lyrics:
lyrics are obtained from primarily vocaloidlyrics and anime lyrics, and genius, but i also get it from other sources as well so these might be inaccurate </3
- don't say "lazy" - sakurakou K-ON bu
daiji na no wa jibun kawaigaru koto the most important thing is to care for yourself
jibun wo aisanakya hito mo aisenai you gotta love yourself before you can love someone else
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daiji na no wa jibun mitometeku koto
the most important thing is to recognize yourself
jibun wo yurusanakya hito mo yurusenai
you gotta accept yourself before others accept you too - lifetime girl declaration (ranko and nagomi) - kaede nobara
hai! shinumade isshou onnanoko sengen
yes! i declare i'm a girl for life 'til i die!!! - rain of tears - mizusawa kei
- go away - weezer
cold hearted girl
don't hurt me like this anymore!
//
but my life is incomplete without you!
and you miss the little things that i do
you do, won't you take me back?
that was your last chance! - cry for me - michita
kodoku wo seoi kokoro ni mizukara kaketa kagi
carrying loneliness, i put a lock on my heart
nanika ushinai eru kotoni obie ru watashi
i'm scared of losing or gaining something
tadoru shizuku no oto
the sound of falling drops
hontou no watashi no egao gaarukoto
my true smile
soredakega watashi no hou
that's just me
//
arashi gasawatteyukumade
until the storm blows by
videos:
january
clothes:
fragrances:
- juliette has a gun - pear inc. (i bought this last month but shhhhhh)
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- black beauty - anna sewell
- the martian - andy weir (started in december)
songs/lyrics:
lyrics are obtained from vocaloidlyrics, letras, the pv's themselves, or other sources so these are probably inaccurate </3
- a single red leaf - kurosaP
(koyoi yamiyo o akaku somete / tada yorisotte dakarete itai / kanashimi ga sora ni kieru made -> tonight the dark of night is colored red / i just want to be close and be held in your arms / until our sadness disappears into the sky) - envy catwalk - tohma (luka cover by 16*(欠損P))
(sousei souai dokusenyoku senzaiteki junnou smoke&love&love / boushinheki itsuraku kansenshou / douka, shiawase de. -> twins, soul mates, selfish love, adaption, smoke & love & love / blind faith, hedonism, contagion / i hope you find happiness.)
((i actually listened to the luka cover of this first because I LOVE LUKA)) - meltdown - iroha (gumi sv2 cover by fishstickual)
(kakusan suru yuugure / nakiharashita you na hi no aka / tokeru you ni sukoshizutsu / sukoshizutsu shinde yuku sekai -> the twilight scatters / the sun is red as if from crying / as if melting bit by bit / bit by bit the world is dying) ((this comment from insta sums up my entire opinion on gumi, "dude i don't really like her v6 cause she sounds like just some woman but this is heavenly")) - double lariat - agoaniki
(dou deshou? mukashi no jibun ga mitara homete kureru kana? -> what should i do? if my past self saw me, would they praise me?)
((i know i said i wouldn't list songs twice but i can't get this one out of my head))
videos:
2025
december
clothes:
fragrances:
- victoria's secret velvet petals - i ran out of my usual one and its too expensive!!!!!!!!!
items:
- fish keychain H bought me
jewelry:
- these earrings from target (i think)
makeup/skincare:
- vaseline
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songs/lyrics:
lyrics are obtained from vocaloidlyrics, letras, the music videos themselves, or other sources so these are probably in accurate </3
- dorothee thines - asian glow
(years gone passing by / tried to see what's ahead / only to be stuck in the past / when did i start to get to cry / i should've been here without thinking / hope i'm gonna be okay this year) - restless - untitled
(i don't know where / i'll go today) ((i liked this because the way the singer says "go", it sounds like "grow")) - double lariat - agoaniki
(dou deshou? mukashi no jibun ga mitara homete kureru kana? -> what should i do? if my past self saw me, would they praise me?) - flowering night- touhou, phantasmagoria of flower View
(this song makes me so motivated...!) - ma chérie - malice mizer
(shiawase wo sukoshi damatte / moratte mite mo / koko no mawari no hitotachi mo / minogashite kureru yo ne -> happiness is falling out / maybe if i quietly take some / the folks around here / won't mind at all) - electro world - perfume (miku cover!!!)
(jimen ga furuete kudaketa sora no taiyou ga ochiru boku no te ni hirari to -> the ground is shivering and broken, and the sun has fallen from the sky lightly into my hand) - two faced lovers - wowaka
() - nostalogic - yuukiss
(modorenai koto gurai wakatteru kedo / demo dakedo risou wa sutezu ni // ...ima mo boku wa mezashi teru / ima mo kimi wa mezashi teru...? -> i know i can't go back / but, however, i'll retain the vision // ...still, i'm heading to it / are you still heading to it...?)
videos:
- My November/December Favorites - butterflygirl (she makes really cool animations & i love her vibe)
- knit vlog: my most challenging (and rewarding) knit yet - stitched by emma (this piece turned out so cute and i love emma's humor)
- what women really keep inside their purse (2025) - flowlotl (vibes vibes vibes)
- Yes you are pretty, plz stop being ur own biggest hater (a good reminder)